Hello it's 3am on a holiday morning and I'm guilty.
Guilty of not studying.............
(FUCK I HATE THE LETTER F IT'S ALL POPPED OUT BECAUSE I ACCIDENTALLY PUT MY NEW CLOTHES ON MY PENCIL CASE ON TOP OF MY KEYBOARDDDDDDD AND NOW I HAVE TO PRESS IT REAL HARD BEF&^%$#@ORE THE LETTER COMES OUT UGHZ)
Hello again, let's try again (hahah).
Anyway I'm friggin guilt-tripped!!!!!!!!!!!!
1) Not going to Faith's birthday was one.
2) (Almost) forgetting Amanda's
3) UNABLE TO SETTLE DOWN AND LIKE GET DOWN TO FRIGGIN STUDYING ALREADY
4) I totally feel like stealing my brother's money right now. I'm uber broke. Like zero-dollars-in-my-MNG-wallet-broke-and-I-can't-even-sell-it-cos-it's-worthless-broke.
5) I'm supposed to be on a strict ban (act of discipline, much) ON THE COMPUTER SLASH INTERNET SLASH ANYTHING THAT ISN'T MADE FROM TREES AND INK.
Damn,
everyday, all I wanna say is:
FML.
Any-oh-how-di-dddddaaaaaaaaeeeeee-eeeeeee-oooooo.
(Yeah, try pronouncing it that way)
I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M GONNA BE A SENIOR!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
Fingers are crossed if I can keep my 4H2s though.
FUCK MATH! (Y) or rather, S!
Wellz, I have like top 3 things on my head right now.
1. Move into Casa fina (no, this is NOT a joke)
2. Pack my unbelievably JUNK room oh wait, let me correct, it's a PIG sty.
3. Write my cards (TO MY 16TH GAMMA HC HAHAHAHAHHAHA + Christmas)
Because I've already completed:
1) BUYING ALL THE NECESSARY STATIONERY + PLANNER THAT CAN LAST ME FOR 1 WHOLE YEAR. OR 10 TENS, ACTUALLY. I THINK I JUST SPENT LIKE 1/4 OF MY MAID'S SALARY. NOT THAT I KNOW HOW MUCH SHE EARNS ANYWAY.
2) Calling people to ask them out. I GOT REJECTED BY EVERYONE.
3) Shopping (I'm kinda sick and tired of shopping. I've already have NO SPACE in my cupboard to fill anymore clothes. I kinda spent alot in BKK alr? YEAH MY MOM ALMOST HAD ME GROUNDED FOR MY NEXT LIFE.
And because I'm grounded for life so I can't really do much, thanks dad, love you.
Plus, I really hate this blog.
I wanna delete it (BUT YOU AND I KNOW THAT I'LL NEVER DO IT.)
I'm such a ppppppppppppp. :)
Oh and I watched 2012. Don't watch it.
And also Hannah Montana.
I WANT TO MARRY THAT GUY HAHAHAHAHAH.
BUT SERIOUSLY, I GOT SOMETHING AGAINST COUNTRY MUSIC AND COUNTRY PEOPLE. IT'S JUST..... WRONG.
Feels like I'm gonna get rabies if I visit the countryside.
(Maybe that's why I don't like Taylor Swift)
NAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH, IT'S MORE THAN THAT :D
Anyway, I think I should tell people that I'm attempting to be MIA so everyone should just quit bugging me already.
Don't ask me out unless you're:
a) hot/cute
b) songhon
c) shufen/justina/charislynnrachel cos i wanna have a sleepover but i can't i can't i can't i can't ): and i wanna dress up and go out and wear 5 pairs of my new heels and put on makeup and wear a micromini and get drunk but i can't get drunk (it's in my chinese blood) and i have to beg + study for 10 days before i can spend a night out/angeline/iynyi/school/fatimahfaith/amanda IMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! x10/dentist WHOOHOO I'M FINALL GONNA LET ME TEETH'S LITTLE BOXES SEE THE LIGHT OF THE WORLD THAT IS UNHEALTHY FOOD + CEREAL AND JUNK!!!!!!!!!!! (:/ cell/.......
ok whatever, if anyone ask me out I won't reject them, because I can't.
BECAUSE I'M SCARED IF I REJECT THEM THEN THEY WON'T ASK ME OUT ANYMORE ):
Hahahahhahahaha bullshit.
Okay, that's half true cos I won't wanna go out with someone who blows me offffffffff!!!!!! ):
Yeah and also cos I'm nice!!!!!!!!! :D
Yay, there. I said it :)
Alright this is an extremely unmeaningful post.
I just wanna wish....
Bon voyageeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (*)):,
No wait, I hate that person &^%$#@
WELL, HAPPY HOLIDAYS PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is the end of my wonderful life!
No more emo post :D
(I did it!!!!!)
P.S.
New shopping list/resolution before 2010!
1) Disposable camera
2) Turquoise (aka Alexa Chung's and Rachel Bilson's) Nail Polish
3) A final trip to BYSI - I wanna get like 10 stuffffffffffff@! (damn the letter F, I think it's a sign from God to stop using the four lettterrrrr word)
4) To convince my mom to lend me her blackbagpack (sounds so damn kute, right?) but I hate the aunty brand it's friggin Sembonia and it was (apparently) expensive WTP
5) Longhair long hair long hair grow grow grow mali mali homzzzzzzzzzzzzzz zimboomba!!!!!!
6) Running/swimming while my dad plays golf @ country club everyday odd weekday (zomg i'm praying for this one) PROM NIGHT HERE I COME HAHAHA WTF I MEANT ANTI-PROM NIGHT HERE I COMEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
7) Find a gay bestfriend to live with (like roomates, yowwwwwww)
8) NEW MANTRA: SET YOUR EYES ON THE PRIZE (academics + YouYouYou!!!!)
9) Move into casafina pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
10) Find chem and gp tuition (anyone got numbers?) and create a uber smart study group to mug with next year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! A LEVELS, BABYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!
11) (most impt) KENNETH CHEW JUNWEI GET STRAIGHT As FOR HIS 4 H2s!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)
Amen.
G'night.
And Merry Christmas, everyone :>
Tallulah Morton